internet is a good thing to have when you want to blog

My friend helped me set up the internet on my phone to my computer today and I am SOOOO thankful! It has been too long and now hopefully I can blog!

As I was driving and thinking today a thought came to my mind. I am not sure I have had this one yet. I was praying for Jeremiah and I thanked God for everything He used to teach me and Jeremiah in the horrible circumstances. After I said it I thought to myself "Thank you?! Am I really thankful for going through something so horrible?!" The answer: Yes I am. Would I change what happened if I had a chance? I'm not sure I would. I can't believe that at the age of 24 I have learned so much and come so far. 

I have gone through emotions, pain and growth that I never knew was possible.

I have learned to be ok with the situation no matter what it is. 

And all because of the places God chose to take me and break me until I followed HIS plan. I am blessed!! I AM THANKFUL!! I would like to feel whole again of course but i don't think i would change the brokenness for a "normal" life. I am finally O-K-A-Y with being alone....PRAISE GOD!